Bit by bit everything that is keeping me in Chitown seems to dissolve into oblivion. There is nothing left for me here except my family. But I'm an adult now and need to release myself autonomously into the BIG SCARY WORLD! I'm so ready for it. I'm so out of here. And my family more than encourages. That's what's life is supposed to be. Not going back home all the time. I'm ready to create my own life, my own adventure.
This place is so stale. It will be best for me to get the hell out of Dodge. Find my own way in life. Be self-sufficient. Alone but not lonely. And more importantly, autonomous. Entirely. Especially if I can get my bank account to myself and not have it under the control of the Parentals. Jeez. None of my friends have that shit.
It's oppressive. But it's whatever. Perhaps if it wasn't like that I'd have 0 dollars instead of 10,000 or whatever I do have.
But I need a job. I applied for a bazillion the other day for the summer. Ugh. Crisis.
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