I expect nothing from life but absurdities. Most are highly entertaining and make you feel GREAT but there's a lot that's shitty. Shitty situations. Someone doesn't even have to be at fault, things just happen. 
And someone is bound to have to take the heat.
My livingmates said to me last week that they're gonna miss me so much and all next year when I'm not living with them and every time I think about that I tear up. The three of us have been through some SHIT, let me tell you but we eventually let it all go (quickly) and we JOKE about it. HUMOR heals everything. To me, it doesn't matter where we all live, I just hope I see them a good amount. Otherwise, it's going to be extremely sad. I couldn't bear if we don't hang out as much as we do now and that goes for my cousin too. =(
They will be perfectly fine without me! It just was the most touching thing they ever said about me. We truly have had so much fun together this year---totally trumps all of the foolish, petty arguments and bickering matches and drama. We remember the good far more than the bad. Well, I mean we remember it all but the fun is what we feel nostalgic about and look back on the most. With great fondness.


Thank God now we can laugh about how I slammed my door super hard after a minor bickering match with one of them, or storming out after the other turned on the TV when I was doing homework. HAHAHAHA, such lunacy! I will miss it all dreadfully, but I mean everything that happens is for a reason. Maybe it is for the best. Now we can cherish each other more? I don't know. I just don't want anything to change with us all. 


I have so much more to say but I'm legit tearing up now GAHHH