Rejection is one of the most wretched feelings that we can be overcome by in our lifetime. It comes in many forms too, and is usually incredibly unanticipated.
It is bound to happen to us at some point. Sometimes we even feel it a lot. But it begins to get really painful when there is an enormous barrier that is preventing us from seeing as much as something or someone as we want to. It just tears us apart. Especially when next year I'll probably rarely see them. =(
Can something good come out of this? I sure hope so. I don't deserve to have something prevent me from doing what I want and seeing who I want. No one deserves that. I don't want to be this faraway person...things have changed immensely in some ways. Some good. Some bad. But only bad in this aspect.
I cry sometimes when I'm alone about it. I feel so powerless in this situation. It's preventing me from certain things. But I don't put myself in those situations because I don't deserve that bullshit, I have too much self-worth for it. But does that mean I'm a coward? Or taking the high road? I don't know. It's the most frustrating thing in the world.
I wonder sometimes why do people who do bad things get what they want and appear to "win" whereas those who are innocent and just want peace and cohesiveness and nothing the matter are severely harmed?
I've seen it happen so often.
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