If I could write them all a letter now I would say...
this is wretchedly unfortunate, but it's none of our faults.
things will definitely change very soon. as of now i will stick it out.
i miss my friends though =( i feel like on the whole, this semester i did not see much of them---as much as in the past. maybe that's just me but i don't want to vanish. 
i don't want to be that kind of person.
i'm not though. i'm always gonna be here, unless i die or something.
i need to stop being emo and focus on the positive. because there is so much of that.
there has been so many FANTASTIC moments this semester. i just don't know though. emotions run wild.
do they all feel something similar to what i do to some extent?
i started writing a letter earlier actually.
an elephant in the room can destroy you.