No secrets is the best way to go

I just told my friend I liked her.


I am overwhelmed with anxiety. But why? I knew she was straight and I wouldn't to date a good friend anyway. But I am shaking, anxious as fuck.


Her reaction was basically, "Oh I knew." She wasn't shocked.


She's not dumb she definitely suspected it.


I am so anxiety-ridden to the point of nausea of course, per usual. Whenever this shit goes down. But I did it. The weight is lifted. And I plan to have heart to hearts about this with her frequently until it withers away into oblivion. I can't wait until it does.


I can't go through this anymore.