You know what I absolutely adore?
When my friends or family have strong opinions about things I love. ANYTHING. Good or bad opinions. As long as they are getting worked up, perse, over something that I'm obsessed with. There is nothing more amusing on this Earth.


On a more morbid note...


What is my deal? There seems to be a bug going around, a couple of my chums have been sick/still are, and for the past three days I've had ZERO appetite. Okay, it is slowly coming back though, not gonna lie. I'm not anxious at all though, but I've been having weird spasms of nausea. Nothing unbearable in the least. Just this hollow, sticky feeling deep in my core. What the hell? Please cure me of this bizarre...illness? I am not surprised though, this has been happening a TON this year. Weird shit going down with my body.
Okay I'm eating a bag of chips now, so I'm slightly ravenous. Odd.
And I've been sleeping just fine! This isn't keeping me up or anything. The hollow stickiness in my stomach. It like twists and turns and is so fucking weird. I haven't been taking anything weird or anything. Just my vitamins and shit.
Oh shit it must be the nightquil. I haven't taken ANY today though. Just Monday and yesterday. But quite a lot. Like I think of nightquil and I almost FEEL IT plunging down my chest, like a raging burn.
Okay no more nightquil ever. I just read online that it can fuck you up. That's probably what it is. No wonder I feel so detached from reality...still. I didn't overdose by any means. Hopefully it works its way out of my system once and for all.
I think it is because I'm definitely getting my appetite back hardcore. Just scarfed down a whole bag of chips.
Anyway, this feeling isn't unbearable but it's not exactly hella fun. I pray it wears off. Ugh, I didn't even take that much. What the fuck. Is wrong with me.
Please please please please have this feeling go away. I want to feel NORMAL again.