"Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing." 


~Sylvia Plath




"Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn." 


~Sylvia Plath




I wish I didn't fear such arbitrary, foolish things---things that cause my paranoia to emerge for no apparent reason. Things that will most likely never fucking happen. Things that only arise due to my emotions. Most of the time, I feel like I have no handle on my emotions. And it terrifies me. I'm the kind of person who has to deal in the manner in which I see the most fit and then learn to be patient until the wounds fully heal. That's the beauty of life, they always do eventually. With time. That's what makes me want to continue to strive to be alive, because each day that goes by brings you closer and closer to more layers being shed, more light and intrigue and wisdom into your life, and most significantly, more strength. 
It brings you closer to peace. The more you grow, I truly believe the more things look up.


I am slowly learning the art of patience.