You know what's disturbing?
I'm an attention whore. It's true, that's why I've always wanted to be famous.
I've wanted to act, sing---do whatever essentially to be in the limelight.
Then I finally came to my senses and realized the only way I'd fucking get there is by writing. This is after I've been told thousands of times how BRILLIAAAAANT of a writer I am hahaha. Well not BRILLIANT, I'm far from it. I could never write anything with as much substance as Toni Morrison for instance.
I am only 19...oh wait JK I'm 20 now. Just turned it 51 minutes ago. Fuck me...
So now I officially can't pull that "Oh I'm too young for that wisdom and depth and shit..."
No no no. Now I'm EXPECTED to be all introspective and philosophical and ponderous and have adult wisdom and shit, since I've officially lived for two decades.
Well, holy fuck then I got to churn out the rest of this book.
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