Please Please Please Please God
Make things continue to go swimmingly with him. Please have me actually INDEED be attracted to him.
Don't let me blow this. This could be my real first shot at a relationship and I KNOW I'm mature enough for it.
My petulant days are far behind me. Well, for the most part. 
I think I'm doing a damn good job of evolving!
I feel so damn insecure at arbitrary times though.
For no apparent reason.
PLEASE DON'T LET ME BLOW THIS BY BEING TOO...INTENSE, BOLD, ASSERTIVE, whatever.
Okay I've got to go. I can't rant anymore. I'm going to read.