NOTE TO SELF.

No fucking around this break, and finish this novella! I'm so close, yet so far.
Once I'm in the swing of things again, and conquer this writer's block then all will be well and I'll be back into my flow. I just need to get my head back into the story now that it's out of fucking Math---which I'm finally, at long last DONE living and breathing. Oh and did I mention I passed that fucking class!!!!!!!! Just barely! Thank God for divine intervention! God has finally answered my prayers! I'm done with that shit! And as for my other classes, all As and one B I believe. Paradoxically, the one B was in a class that my teacher basically told me I'm too talented for that class. She said, "I highly recommend you take the Magazine Feature writing class, you are a phenomenal features writer! Definitely a features writer, that's your talent as opposed to news writing." I was like, "Lady, trust me, I tried my hand at journalism, not my cup of tea. I'm a fiction writer. But thanks!" I was very flattered, yet mortified because she kept going on and on to me in front of the whole class. People were raising eyebrows at me, to say the least. 


And not to pat myself on the back one too many times, but I am living PROOF that hard work does indeed pay the fuck off. Especially in Math. I just BARELY passed. And I literally entirely devoted all my studying time to that class. I disregarded all my other classes. That's why I only got a B in Journalism. But a high B nonetheless! Haha. Anyway...


God, I really ought to put a grinding halt to the blogging if I want to make any progress in my novel. Because I passed math I feel like I am invincible! Because usually I am not so lucky. I just barely made it. Yet again, and Mom is insanely relieved. For once in my life I will not have to hear a harsh earful about grades and school from her. I'm still crossing my fingers though.


Currently, I'm eagerly anticipating my friends' arrival home. One of them gets home tonight late I think then the others are back tomorrow so I better see them all Sunday! I haven't seen those fools since like, July no joke. Namely KB 'cuz she was in fucking Russia all summer. 


This break I will consume myself with:
My book
Friends
Family
Doing wild things to have some good stories for everyone when back at school! Mwahahaha


I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF DIRECTION I WANT TO TAKE WITH THIS NOVEL. UGH. I NEED TO FIND SOME SUCCESS IN LIFE.


And last night I found this massive book in the bookshelf in our living room about how to get things published and where to send certain pieces of writing or whatever. I was like "WHAT THE FUCK?" So arbitrary. So I took it upon myself to perceive that as a major sign!