Tomorrow around 11ish give or take I will be the happiest person on the planet because Math will be officially OVER for me. Hopefully for GOOD. For LIFE. For all of eternity. Then I have to finish a bullshit project and then present it at the crack 'o dawn Thursday then HOME!
With the exception of fearing my mom's wrath, I'm STOKED! Luckily, I've become increasingly savvy in maneuvering my mom's menopausal mood swings and bursts of ire. It's all good. I just pray I don't have to listen to her incessant nagging regarding grades and shit.
I'm slightly feeling like I did sophomore year when I decided to drop the ball entirely with my academics because grades mean nothing. I never veered away from that opinion, however I'm evolved. You need to get through bullshit in order to get out unscathed. Okay, I will not get out of college unscathed. I will have battle wounds, so to speak, but I will indisputably be an incredibly CHANGED and evolved person in the best ways possible. I will be a completely different person. I already am. Brand new experiences do that to you. All of the changes that have been made since high school have been strictly positive.
I am going to go apeshit wild this break! FREEDOM! LIBERTY! FREEDOM! LIBERTY!
God, I'm an imbecile. At dinner tonight I announced I'm gonna "clean up my act." They were all like "Uh huh." But seriously, I HAVE. I spend so much more time studying and I have my shit together more. I'm still a hot mess in terms of organizational skills...I still gravitate toward organizational chaos but I mean, one can't break ALL of their bad habits in one year ya know? Ha. Ugh. I have a long way to go.
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