Almost done with this bullshit. Fucking academia. I am SO not cut out for this academia thing anymore. I never was much of a school person anyway...I walk to the beat of my own drummer. Which never seems to fall under what the norm finds acceptable. Whatev!
I want to light a match to all of these papers and fucking pass OUT.
I am SO not going to grad school if I ultimately get published. Which is my number one project over break...aside from getting into shenanigans with KB, MC, CF, AND LH and helping coach the precious little ones at my old swim team club. And possibly doing other odd jobs with our park district...wonderful. Just as long as I don't have to face my old bosses...they loathe me. I wasn't even THAT sassy. I only got into ONE spat with a parent...among other things. Oh yeah, and then evidently some of the supervisors saw pictures up on facebook of the guard party...where I had a bit much. Whatever. I don't give a shit! I really don't.
Sorry, Ma, I don't give two shits about grades either. I will earn them to satisfy you but they don't mean SHIT in the real world. In the real world, I will prove myself in other ways that actually are relevant and matter. I have everything else to offer that has NOTHING to do with my academic performance for the last 19 years. So if I can succeed at keeping Mom sane and calm and collected and content, then all will be well. Just two and a half more years of that shit. Well, less than that really. Senior year I'll just be student teaching, essentially. Holy fuck!
I kind of hope I DON'T get offered a job here in Indy 'cuz then Mom will try to make me take it...although come on, honestly, she cannot control my life anymore. I am practically an adult. Please please please please God give me a job in the L.A. area so I can get LAID! HAHA totally kidding. I'm more concerned with finding love than getting laid.
Ugh the psychobabble needs to come to a grinding halt.
I still have a ways to go. I don't want to be up obscenely late...my final presentation's at fucking 8 a.m.
Just shoot me.
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