Monday, December 20, 2010

rIdIcUlOuS.

I never imagined myself with a boyfriend...not even a girlfriend. 
I am NOT labeling myself as bisexual though. Yes I find guys and girls very sexy. My type for a guy is essentially PHARRELL WILLIAMS, JOE BUDDEN, WIL.I.AM AND BRUNO MARS ALL ROLLED INTO ONE.
My friends were in disbelief that I am into a guy. Like SO interested. Crept up behind me and attacked me when I was absolutely not anticipating it. Ridiculous. So ridiculous. Frankly, I am in disbelief as well. Probably more so than all of my friends honestly! Haha.
I am euphoric though but I can't shake the feeling that I feel a smidge guilty since my good friend and one of my suitemates met him first. He asked for HER number actually, they ran into each other at the airport once and shared a cab when they figured out they both go to the same school. It peaked my friend's interest as well. And she assured me she doesn't care at all and is indeed interested in someone else who she's been talking to a lot but still...I feel only a TAD shady. But I shouldn't right?
I'm thankful that she'd never be the kind to fight over a boy with a friend...I would never do that myself, that's for sure. Friends always mean more. =)
Anyway, I have high hopes for this guy let's call him MW. It's funny I went through so much shit liking straight girls which just tore me apart and now BAM a fucking BOY comes out of thin air for me and it's practically effortless. I'm not gonna be cocky though...never. I'm definitely confident, bold, assertive. 
I don't fuck around, when I want something I go for it! Even if my methods are exceptionally INSANE.

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