Saturday, January 8, 2011

What I think I've become better at NOT being.
Because over my dead body am I gonna be one of those "troubled/tortured/twisted/fucked up/intensely introspective writer types."
Okay I'm highly introspective, and very intrapersonal and interpersonal but I am a very happy person in general. 
I have my demons like everyone else but shit, most people have it SO much worse. SO much. I'm introspective enough to know THAT at least.
AMEN TO THAT!
Yes I'm peculiar but I do hope it endearing and interesting ways. Nothing that puts people off.
I really do just want to be normal. A wildly successful writer living in West Hollywood fulfilling my dreams.
In America, we learn to dream. 
In most other countries you learn to work your ass off.
Which is what I'm doing with my book. It's my baby. It matters more to me than schoolwork. Not family and friends. Absolutely not. Not their health. Their well-being and shit means more than MINE. Anyway, I'm going to take care of shit and go to sleep.

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