I am so fucking excited for tomorrow it's unbelievable! 
I am not nervous, so to speak, just kind of reluctant. I'm not gonna expect amazing, fantastic things, because I don't want to be disappointed. I'm gonna totally put the moves on her though, and naturally, be myself and just do my thing. I definitely am aiming to get with her tomorrow night. And word on the street is she enjoys "ho-ing it up" as well. I quite honestly think that's a good thing. I want to purely have fun. I'm not looking for anything serious. But I don't want to think about it too much. I want to go with the flow. I NEED to go with the flow. I have a spontaneous nature I think. It's my forte. 
We're probably gonna be high tomorrow...going crazy! Tomorrow's gonna be especially crazy if we end up going out after I get back from my "date." 


Ahhh just got back from the poetry reading. Didn't stay for all of it. Call me a bitch but the poetry was pretty shitty. Good ideas, in theory but I don't know. My poem, however, in comparison sounded way superfluous. Oh well, I like it just fine. I mainly stayed for mine and a few others. Not to be a narcissist or anything.


AND I saw my #1 "lady friend" there. She spotted me right away when we came in and said hi to each other. Then she texted me. Awww she is so fucking HOT!


I need to look my best tomorrow I don't know what to wear!


I cannot wait.