I'M SO ANNOYING DAMMIT


even friends of mine have told me this in the past


i run my mouth so much


my jokes get out of control and bizarre 


i need to understand that many a time, NO ONE understands my humor except for me


it's okay though, i'm learning more about myself


my joking can get irritating and out of hand and redundant


why don't i get this? 


today was a hell of a long day


the super bowl game literally was almost 5 fucking hours long no joke


holy shit 


it was so much fun though


we didn't exactly watch the game we played apples to apples and BS and stuff then looked at weird shit on the internet. including pornographic shit hahaha. swell times!


and of course i neglected my homework all day, (luckily i got most of it done yesterday) but that means i need to get up early and be fast and do my shit and print it out and whatnot then rush to class.


later i can primp for my "study date." i'm not that nervous at all, 'cuz i'm kind of under pressure for this paper...it's due thurs. oh well it's easy shit. paper writing's easy.


ugh im so tired. i went to bed hellza early every day this past weekend actually. so odd. i felt like a 90 year old woman. too much golden girls? ha! never!


this meds totally help me though, no joke. 


the meds and my mindset...trying to maintain a positive mindset. 


i truly have become stronger and wiser. so rapidly this year.


i'm proud of myself. 


and me and one of my like...two guy friends and i made a pact for me to hang out at his apartment more so we can talk about CHICKS. hahahaha.