I can't stand that my friend was right all along when she predicted this chaos and dismay.
She was really afraid of me getting hurt yet again and was very reluctant.
But guess what? It happened. Of course, it's fucking inevitable! 
She makes no fucking sense. What is the "situation" she's talking about. 
Okay if she's gonna be full of drama and weird bullshit and MIXED FUCKING MESSAGES then fuck that. 
I told her I was down for whatever.
She was into me. But yet just wants to be friends.
Makes absolutely no sense.
Whatever, fuck this shit.
I need spring break. I can't wait to see my friend who transferred. We're all getting together over spring break, I cannot wait! 
That will cheer me up so much.
I hate this year. So many wonderful things happened. But the bad shit...is well bad as fuck.
So she was overwhelmed with me she said pretty straight up. 
My drunk texting was "overwhelming" my flirting was "overwhelming."
Okay I'm NOT sorry for being loquacious and fun-loving and flirtatious. 
No way! People have criticized my "pursuing" tendencies. I'm too "forward" too "intense". Okay no. I'm not buying that shit. 
When the right person comes they will eat it up!
I am not going to change my ways. I only change the negative things.