should i text or should i  not?
THAT is the question!
i'm wretchedly bored. i did all my homework, there wasn't nearly as much as i thought. i could get a head start on other shit, but definitely not. not my style...oops.
there's only so much TV/movies and shit we can watch. we played clue yesterday though, that was fun!
yesterday was PERFECT. one of the best days i've had in ages. 
today is a little less exciting sadly. 
i wanna do something fun though! i wanna play another game! or watch more GG or something. i don't know. vegging out in this insane weather is super fun and all, but...i don't know. i kinda wish i could do it forever. but i feel so unproductive. like i don't want my mind to wander too much as a result of this, ya know?
ugh why did i have three bagels with cream cheese for lunch...dairy=dreadful for this perpetual cold! i blame the weather though as to why i've been blowing my nose nonstop. for eons seemingly. 
ack...just got an email. school back on tomorrow. no shock there. three days off would be asinine, virtually impossible! hopefully i don't bust my shit again tomorrow.
thursdays blow 'cuz of my night class. everything else is fine of course.
especially my 9:35 with my lover =)
i don't have high hopes but i think we'll be friends at least. we kind of are already. 
i really want to hang out with her. i'm totally working up to that. 


I HAVEN'T BLOWN IT YET. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. I ALWAYS BLOW IT. AM I TOO FORWARD? WHO KNOWS, BUT MAYBE SOMEDAY IT WILL PAY OFF.


okay i'm outta here i'm going to watch...something.