She's absolutely fascinating. I am enthralled by her.
I was such a seductress. Finally my forward nature pays off. Haha.
I can be a fool though, that's for sure.
Sometimes I think "Maybe I should take things slow, and relax and not rush rush rush."
But I'm an impulsive person.
Oh and out tonight I got some Italian guy's number. My friends think he's cute so in my drunken stupor I thought I was trying to help them out. 
Again, I'm a major fool.
Guys are so easy. If I were straight it'd be so easy I feel like.
Girls are complicated.
But my new "lady friend" is so chill. And mellow. She talks A TON like me too. That could be problematic.
But damn....this is superficial but I wish she kept her hot blonde fohawk. She's very feminine and all, definitely even with her shaved head, but I mean, it's all good...I just LOVE LOVE LOVE hair ya know?! No one wants their significant other to shave their head!
I want to be able to run my hands through her hair. I know she's very artsy and shit but...whatever. 
I think we're definitely in a pre-dating stage. We're both attracted to each other, I learned that from tonight and get along so well.
My friend who introduced us thought we'd be absurdly different and it'd be tough. But she congratulated me and said I did good. I suppose I've got game and swagga. Who woulda thunk? 
This weekend has been SUCH a whirlwind. Nuts!
Right now I want to cuddle with my new LADY FRIEND! Is that creepy?
I love spooning. 
I have only done it a handful of times though. 
This is such a ramble. . . 
I am such a crazyass drunk. My throat is REALLY killing me now. I'm soooo stuffy. I'm gonna get up early and take another Mucinex, DayQuill (that seemed to help a lot despite the revolting taste) and take a longass shower and do the NetiPot.
Ugh I hate being sick. But obviously I wasn't gonna let that stop me from partying hard.
Letting loose! 
I'm such an animal...like Kesha. Haha. It's frightening. I think I freak people out. A lot of eyebrows are raised, a lot of eyes widen. But whatev,  as long as I don't get sick, I'm GOOD! It's all good in the hood.
Anyway...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUITEMATE! YOU'RE THE BEST! WE LOVE YOU TO DEATH! YOU ARE SO AWESOME! YOU'RE SUCH SPECIAL LITTLE PERSON IN MY LIFE HAHAHA I KID YOU MAY BE LITTLE IN STATURE BUT YOU'RE OH SO BIG IN OUR HEARTS! HAHAHAHA. Disregard that, that's cheesy as fuck.
Anyway, that reminds me I still needa write that damn poem out. It's done but I'm gonna write it out nicely in script. Wow bad English here. Anyway, I'm so damn stuffy and sore and have such a fucking sore throat I'm probably not gonna get any sleep. I don't wanna take NightQuill though it'll prob make me puke.
I'll do what I did last night. Just tough it out, then crash at like 2 later today. Ha. I had the best nap ever earlier. 
I hate that being sick makes me an insomniac. 
Anyway, I'm so excited for my lady friend. My legit one. Wow it made me forget my OTHER lady friend who I've been texting.
Why am I being a player? I'm not a player at all.
My mom once told me, "You're gonna be SUCH a heartbreaker!" Oh please Mother. I don't think that highly of myself at all. 
I just take foolish risks a lot. And it's fucked me up a lot and it's not been fun---the anxiety and shit that comes w/ it. But it's all serene and placid now. It has truly made me SO MUCH STRONGER.
Absolutely. 
I have essentially NO fear when it comes to people I have crushes on. I will GO FOR IT no matter what. Even if they're straight I.E. my friends and such.
Earlier when I was still a smidge drunk I gave my friend a HUGE hug when I was so satisfied with myself that I got this girl's number. And she was so happy for me. My other friend gave me a huge hug too. I'm so satisfied with myself! This is triumphant for me! Even if it doesn't go anywhere and fizzles, hey at least I know it's actually possible for me to be attracted to someone whose attracted to me as well.
I think my friend who I'm getting over truly appreciates this. =) I think the both of us are relieved I'm moving on. 
I love her to death obviously, in a platonic sense, and always will, but yeah, I haven't thought about it that much recently, but honestly I can TRULY TRULY see major progress in my getting over her. Like honestly. I feel like after Spring Break it won't even cross my mind. Other girls and such totally make a difference. Like this new girl. And of course I still have a huge thing for my "class buddy."
Who knows about her sexuality but she's hot as fuck.
So many girls, so little time!
I'm such a horndog, clearly.